Stage 2: The Higher Spirit Self

Brendan
8/7 - ? /2009

Like the Lower Spirit Self is an extension of our Higher Spirit Self, the Higher Spirit Self is an extension of The I Am.

In the process of ascension, there are evolutionary jumps that occur in the spirit realm. In the current ascension which we are undergoing right now, the lower spirit selves of many many human beings will merge with and/or assume the roles of their Higher Spirit Selves. What is more, those Higher Spirit Selves will make an evolutionary jump in spirituality in their own right. Why? Because those Higher Spirit Selves are about to merge with The I Am! So, this is a very important time for spirits everywhere - on all levels.

When the ascension of a soul is completed, there will be continuty of spirit between the I Am, The Higher Self and The Lower Spirit Self on Earth. Only, the whole process will begin again and it will happen on a new Earth. The spirit world is in essence, re-upping itself. And, when this process is over, those lower spirit selves that have ascended, will be the new Higher Selves of souls in the grand scheme of Gods creation.

After working with our lower spirit selves or kicking the tires, so to speak, to see how this vehicle of the spirit really rides, day may break on Marblehead and we may begin to wonder if there is something more out there - something higher. But how do we find that something higher? That's when we have to go back to the drawing board and dig deeper into our souls and meditations. If you've come this far and found out how to journey with your lower spirit self and enjoy all of the freedoms that it brings you, then look again. This time, look deeper within - within your own soul.

There are many paths one may take in finding their higher self. However, it is a bit more complex than just doing it. It is more like a spiritual recipe peppered with happiness and strife - all ingredients that build heart and break the ego!

Many things that must come together in order for that time to be right. Many choices have to be made and many things must be learned - and this takes time and repeated incarnations. An artist does not just make a masterpiece on the first try as a poet doesn't just sit down and birth a poem worthy of a Nobel Prize. These things are labors of love that are worked on and sculpted until it is perfected. In the case of finding our higher selves, it is our souls that are the artistic medium of choice, through which the I Am or God plays out the dream of creation.

When the time is right for finding your higher self, you will probably have made every mistake in the book and still be a Jack of all trades. You will view yourself (in your awareness) as no better than the most impoverished person on Earth and yet, when you look into the eyes of modern day stars who act as if they walk on water, you will know that they are not better or more righteous than you. Since you have had the opportunity over all of your past incarnations to know what it is like to be rich and poor, to make the right choices and the wrong choices, now you may begin to strive for balance in everything you do. After all, there are only choices.

So, you have found that there is more than just skin and bones to your being and have been journeying with your lower spirit self; which in its own right, is something to be very proud and worthy of... But now what? Well, once again, there are only choices to be made and whatever you choose is neither right nor wrong. However, if you decide that you want to meet your higher self, then there is no better time to do it, than NOW!

The approach in finding your higher self, is very similar to the approach you would use when you are journeying with your lower spirit self. That is: You go into meditation (your personalized meditation), find and balance your awareness on that In between state, where you are neither awake or asleep, then (like what I explained in that jumping contest in part 1 of this article) build that energy within, combine it with the intent to find your higher self (without expectation) and send it out into the universe.

Let me go into the last paragraph even further and talk about YOUR personalized meditation. Your personalized meditation is what has worked for you while journeying with the lower spirit self. Through trial and error, you have found just the right state of being to be in, in order to travel out of body and maintain your awareness of the experience. Next - we combine the energy of our will to find the higher self, backed by strong intent and send it out into the universe. When we do so, we must do so without expectation. Expectation is a program that runs within the daytime mind - that is your brain. In order for our signal to be sent out into the universe, we must keep the noise or ingress of our daytime minds at a minimum so that the frequency we transmit at, can be sent in an ungarbled format. If you have any preconceived notion of what you will find when journeying to your higher self, then chances are, your daytime mind will show you somebody that is not your higher self.

There are many ways to get around the noise of the daytime mind which is probably one of the biggest reasons why so many of us are unable to journey with the lower spirit self and even connect with their higher spirit self. A technique that I learned several years ago in order to get around that noise in my head, was to trick the daytime mind through creative visualizations.

Example: The very first time I ever journeyed and found Protilius was by tricking my daytime mind. I knew, going into that meditation that my mind was running and I was dealing with many false expectations. So, I visualized myself walking over to a mirror (the same mirror I see my 3D self in every day) and then applied the energy backed by intent and LOOKED through the mirror. By doing so, I was able to trick my daytime mind with all of its false expectations. As soon as I peered through the mirror and not at it, I felt all of those false expectations go by the wayside.

There are many visualization one can use to trick the daytime mind. Anything you can think of, is at your disposal. Just remember; when you have successfully tricked the daytime mind (and this is something that only you will know and feel) then you must drop that visualization as soon as you feel you have found your target. Only, in this case, the target is your higher self. Then, as you get more and more used to journeying, you won't even have to trick the daytime mind - you'll just do it!

Discovering your higher self is just the beginning of an amazing period of spiritual enlightenment. You may journey to meet, talk, love and worship him/her. You may ask any question you wish and if your higher self feels that you deserve the answer, he/she will give it to you. However, if that question is one in which he/she decides you need to learn or experience for yourself, then that is what you must do.

In getting to know your higher self, you may also get to know that place where you came from before you incarnated to Earth, in the physical body you are in now. The place where I come from is not a physical place and it is not a planet. My higher self calls this place, "the plains." Yet, there is structure. There are great buildings and palaces with majestic mountains and strange wildlife that cannot be found on Earth. Everything, including the structures that stand from that place where I come from IS ALIVE! When I say alive, I mean that even the building have consciousness and information can be obtained from them just by asking.

One of the things that I have found in the meeting of my higher self is the fact that there are statues that represent not only my higher self, but that of my Twin Flame and the rest of our soul family. These statues are made of stilsil which resembles selenite crystal - only, it is alive. As it is with the rest of the structures on the plains, information about each higher self individual can be obtained by simply going to that statue and asking questions. Anything you wish can be learned by asking.

Probably the most important lesson that I've learned since re-connecting with my higher self is the lesson of WORSHIP.

What is worship in the spirit realm? Worship, is love. However, there are many ways that our higher selves display this form of love to one another. They display worship through acts of love, attention, sex and loyalty to the soul family under God who is their higher self.

In the I Am Dialogues I left out that part of worship because I simply was not ready to share it with anybody other than Paula. However, one of the very first things that I learned upon meeting my higher self was that it was okay to experience each other in a mutual display of worship. This was very important to him - to show me that in order to truly love everybody else, you must love your own self, in every way, shape and form. If you are wondering that if sex is possible in heaven, then I just want to let you know that it most certainly is. I know that past dogma would lead you to believe otherwise, but I beg to differ.

Making love to your own higher self is a very real and beautiful experience. It is one of the first things I learned upon finding Protilius. However, accepting the fact that I was making love to my higher self did not come as naturally. All of my past belief systems came bubbling up again and I was forced to deal with who I was versus who I was becoming. These are issues that may come up with you as well. Be ready for them.

After some time, one may begin to embrace and love the worship that they receive from their higher self and begin to show their own form of worship in return. When this has occured (and your higher self will know it) then you may begin to experience the worship of your divine compliment or Twin Flame.

updated on 11/18/2009

Finding, knowing and being able to come together with your Twin Flame while you are both incarnate is a VERY SPECIAL and rare opportunity of a lifetime. It is GOLDEN and should be treated as such. Whether or not you have been given the opportunity to come together with your Twin Flames while you are incarnate or at opposing times of incarnation, finding your Twin Flame or your beloveds higher self as he/she is in the Spirit Realm, is equally as special. Both do not necessarily have to be incarnate to find each other across space and time.

After becoming one with his/her own higher self, you may want to get to know the higher self of your divine compliment and worship each other the way you worship on Earth.

to be continued

this is a work in progress...please check back

Stage 3: The Merge between the lower and higher spirit self.

Stage 4: The merger between your new spirit self and the physical being that you are (a stage that has not yet, been fulfilled.)